I was dismayed to find that I wasn't quite so invisible as I thought. I let my emotions become too evident, and my mask began to slip. I have been... careless. I'll admit that, just a little, I wanted to be found, but that was foolish. I thought it would make me happy. But my friends from school have no idea and show no signs of care. No need to worry them. Within a few weeks I will graduate high school and never see many of them again. This has a wide range of pros and cons.
...I still have that wish, though. I dare not speak it, for I know how truly absurd it is. The very idea! Ha! No, no wishes for me. All I ever learned from love was how to shoot someone who outdrew you.
I wonder what you'll say when you see this. Will you discard it as more moaning? Will you rush to me and talk of your "concern"? No. You won't do any of that, because you'll never see this. I'm far too stubborn for that.
Whatever.
Thursday, April 19, 2007
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- Daniel Renquist
- This is just another new thing that's become old. If you're reading this, then you must be very determined indeed. But I digress. This is where I pour out what cannot be said anywhere else. Sometimes, this can be a little depressing or foolish, so bear with me.