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~me~

I Don't Want To Start This Again...

Have you ever been staring off into the distance, when you get that wistful nostalgic feeling, the one that wonders how things could have been?
...Because I sure haven't!
No, I won't lie to you. This happens to me all the time.
It isn't that I'm too worried about how things could have been, rather than how things are, but I can't get this out of my head.

They say you can't change the past, but you can ruin the present by worrying about the future, so it seems safer to me to not worry too far in any direction.

You know this isn't what I was going to write this time. Let's not be rash.

Happy Thanksgiving you guys.

With An Increasing Pace...

Things certainly are happening rapidly now. With moving, school, journalism, Drama, Mock Trial, TAG, and trying to have a social life, I'm somewhat at a crossroads. Or, at least I think so. I'm tired, I really am. But with the deep exhaustion, I also find a small satisfaction. Well, that's only true of the last four things.

Whatever. These things happen. All we can do is weather them the best we can.

Shall We?

Shall we indeed! This post is usually a little longer than my first one, so we have some room to breath here. I wonder if I should let the others know about this blog. I don't think I should keep it so secret, because that leads to the pain of isolation. I'll admit that I disillusioned myself. I said, "I won't tell them, I'll wait for them to find it." Which is ridiculous. This has been the lie that I've been telling myself for quite awhile. I have gotten so used to hiding and covering my tracks that I lose track of myself very easily, and I often don't know where I am. Do you like the slight rhetoric and metaphor? I think I might be doing this alot, so heads up. I hope I can hang onto this sunny and cheerful disposition for little while at least. Of course, that's for you to decide.

You know... I think I shall.