Shall we indeed! This post is usually a little longer than my first one, so we have some room to breath here. I wonder if I should let the others know about this blog. I don't think I should keep it so secret, because that leads to the pain of isolation. I'll admit that I disillusioned myself. I said, "I won't tell them, I'll wait for them to find it." Which is ridiculous. This has been the lie that I've been telling myself for quite awhile. I have gotten so used to hiding and covering my tracks that I lose track of myself very easily, and I often don't know where I am. Do you like the slight rhetoric and metaphor? I think I might be doing this alot, so heads up. I hope I can hang onto this sunny and cheerful disposition for little while at least. Of course, that's for you to decide.
You know... I think I shall.
Listen to This:
- Daniel Renquist
- This is just another new thing that's become old. If you're reading this, then you must be very determined indeed. But I digress. This is where I pour out what cannot be said anywhere else. Sometimes, this can be a little depressing or foolish, so bear with me.
4 comments:
I think you're right Sir Dann...?. And I think that you should be the one to tell them.
Thank you, Sotto Voce. But don't forget your place, I have the last word here.
holy crap it's a chris-overload.
this definitely fills the gap.
;)
You know, I understand. I've found that to really be myself anymore, to really express myself, I have to be having a random ninja fight on campus or something. Or to talk about events, I need to speak in the third person. Or in a language that happens to not be English...
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